sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down, sometimes you just don't know what to feel.
and you need your head. you need your head. you need your head. you need your head.
doing battle with your Self is pretty hard even when it's just a small skirmish or two that you need to address before a big border war breaks out.
nothing's wrong, i just have a lot, lot, lot to do. i can't imagine how anyone could ever be bored, because i have too many cool things to do and not enough time to do them. and, i can't imagine how my life went from basically nothing ever happening or at least not the way i wanted it to, to this overload. i love it all to death and hate it all at the same time 'cuz it's not spaced better and i worry constantly about the rollercoaster coming to a stop. AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE KIDS YET.
this is the point where a lot of people like me might think about running off to live the simple life with the amish. as usual i will take the more difficult route of persevering on the path to MODeration. as opposed to ROCKERation, Or Something.