I can almost - almost - relate better to the boff-'em-and-leave-'em variety. Not admirable behavior, but it takes way less time and seems much more relaxing than sitting up nights worrying about whether you and X will still be together tomorrow.
I think if I found myself completely alone from a weewayshunshit standpoint tomorrow, I wouldn't bother trying to "meet" "anyone". I mean, I would still be able to bullshit about music and life with people like Mil and Nik and Tom and Hedgie. I would still be able to go just about everywhere I already tend to go by myself. I suppose I would miss having someone speshul to hug, etc., but that's not worth sitting up tearing my hair out over when you already have a truckload of memories. Yes, I know you can't put your arms around a memory, but you don't have to dust it either.
Worrying abt relationships took up too much of my time when I guess I hadn't had enough to feel satisfied in my life. I've had enough now. I wouldn't want to go back to that worry place again. Not for looooouuuuuurrve, not for nuthin' when there are so many other wonderful and important things in life to do.