I just wanted to thank you guys for hanging around and talking to me sometimes, even if it's just a comment every so often or answering mine, and putting up with the days where i post a lot for my "therapy" (basically like getting my thoughts out of my head so i can make space in there)and/or get cranky. I still don't feel so good about stuff that happened and I won't for a while whether I'm talking about it or not, and i feel better having a group of ppl "around" whether at a distance or not. sometimes livejournal is really helpful that way, just having people around and talking and causing me to sometimes talk to them so I don't isolate myself too much. and sometimes posting makes me feel better and talking to ppl even about stupid stuff makes me feel better. so thanks again.