I wonder if I exaggerate my feelings in order to take some bassackwards glory in having A Past, or Something. but then I think noooo I really do Feel things. and here's the deal: it seems like most people had this one and that one and got bored with this one and broke up with that one and dumped by this other one and uh, ehh, that's not how it was for me. not at 18. not at all.
probably why i have so little patience with all that stuff.