Other than that I've been watching the vid to "Heartspark Dollarsign" over and over, not only because I love that song but also because I'm fascinated by how utterly huge and pinned Art Alexackaxaxaxxess's eyes are in it. Uhhhhh shoot up much, do0d? The worst part is I know he's all settled down and kleen and happy and a nice daddy now, but his show I saw a year or so back - the one where he had his pre-teen daughter and her little friends jamming with him onstage - well, it kinda suX0red. I feel bad that I prefer the crazy looking drug-and-earring dude jumping angrily around in a trailer park but I guess I'm still angry inside enuf to relate more to that. And I don't think I will ever fit in with the parental set. Parenting is cool and everything, but the truth is we can't have any kids (unless I wanted to go all batshit and start shooting us all up with hormones and trying to hatch them in a bowl) and even if we could I have too many mixed feelings about it, and there's no good way to discuss this with people, and it prolly doesn't need to be discussed anyhow. It's kinda like how everybody else seems to get so excited about marriage or makes it a big life goal to find The One To Marry, and I'm kinda like eh can we just skip all that, go bounce a ball in the yard or sumthin'...yeah that.
We will never find a place where we can just fit in